Focus is a difficult thing to maintain at the moment. While writing this I should be typing into up a document in another window. However, it seems I can't stare at one window for more than 10 minutes at the moment. 4K games are buzzing in my head. Where to go next with space hulk. The million facets of annoyance from JGO and it's ilk. Tiltilation sales or lack there of. The distance to my family and the lack of interaction with work.

More than anything of course, the baby is pending. Pending.. Pending.. Any day now we keep saying, but it could be a few weeks yet. Not sure if I can balance on this edge much longer without going totally insane.

Focus...

So, focus on something else.. game dev has always done me well in the past. Focus on that.. why is it every game idea I come up with a the moment has something to do with parents, children or reproduction?

Ok.. lets go with work instead. Had 2 requests for me to go for interviews in the Bay Area this week. One is even games related. That would be great if I was looking for a new job at the moment. However, I'm not. I also wouldn't mind knowing how they got my name with enough confidence to ask me in - rather than the normal speculative email from money-grabbing agents that I'm sure we all get hundreds of each month.

Right, so games isn't holding focus. Work is just plain confusing. Hmm, how about books - got that new Pratchett to read. Maybe that'll do.